• I finished the final draft and put it up. Hopefully I finish the final editing before the deadline. I’m really busy trying to throw this together. The planned posts will resume tomorrow. Oh and the chapter for tomorrow will be delayed on Fool In Space. Sorry D:

    https://www.royalroad.com/fiction/147184/lunar-tombstone

  • So um. My PC finally died today. The RRCM is still due tomorrow. This isn’t good. I’ll figure out something. Busy.

  • Yeah so the deadline is this week. I kind of forgot and am still editing the last few chapters of my RRCM submissions. But it’s due soon so I’m gonna just start working on that to finish it up. The posts for the next few days will be pretty short and brief because I’m putting my writing time towards the contest. If you want to check out my submission here’s a link.

    https://www.royalroad.com/fiction/147184/lunar-tombstone

  • So I have a problem. I’ve made a big ass list for the Webcomics and media I’ve consumed but I’m having trouble tracking it all! It’s a whole lot of work to go into my spreadsheet and update it with the new crap I read/watch. There’s gotta be a better- oh! Yeah! I could just code a chrome extension to track it all for me with a few clicks of a button on the website I consume the media!

    Huh. I’m sure someone has done this befo- oh… they haven’t. Why not? Uh. I don’t know. But I’m gonna just try to go ahead and code this thing. It’s gonna be for myself and for all my fellow weebs out in the world. We finally will be able to create a list of our media without having to open up 3 apps and fumble around with our phones. Well. That’s the vision. I don’t know if it’s possible but I’ll try to make it possible.

  • I started this post a few days ago. I started getting into it and then realized I was biting off too much for a Sunday night. So, here we go. I’m gonna go through my journey of becoming a writer and why writing is a skill people should practice even if they don’t intend to publish anything.

    The core of Writing is that it’s a form of communication. The whole communication thing is a massive topic on it’s own with people literally getting PHDs on the topic. In fact, many people have dedicated their whole lives to investigating how communication has developed. Writing is one of these method people use to communicate. So like why am I going all the way back to such an abstract topic? Well because I gotta frame writing as a skill in a way that shows the skill has a wide application. Writing is a written form of language where someone thinks up an idea, puts it down into symbols and pictures that another human being also recognizes. The other human being decodes the symbols and pictures and hopefully has the same image in their mind as the writer.

    Hopefully. That’s rarely the case. You see, when we first start writing and communicating in general we all learn it in different contexts, in different ways, at different times. No interpretation of a set of scribbles on a page will be the same for any human being. This truly hits at the heart of writing. You can write “I like potatoes” and everyone will see the phrase “I like potatoes”. But if you take any part of this phrase on it’s own it is nonsense. “like potatoes” is clearly different than “I like potatoes.” If you add a question mark to the end the meaning changes once again. If you put “like potatoes?” it’s as if you’re asking someone if they like potatoes. Now if you are in person and talking to someone, micro expressions, hand gestures, body angle, eye movement, and so much more convey context to the listener for your communication.

    When we talk to people we don’t often realize just how much information we are sending. The reason? We do a majority of this communicating by habit. Because that’s how we learned it. That’s how the people around us talked so that’s how we talk. There’s a big issue with this. Nobody sees you when you write. Nobody gets the context or the micro expressions. I could say “I like potatoes.” but if I add some words to say “Damn. I reaaaaaally like potatoes.” it goes from a statement to a sarcastic statement. In fact, it’s often difficult to tell through text if someone is sarcastic or not because the biggest indicator for sarcasm is the delivery.

    I made a post earlier about Satire where I complained about this exact issue. It’s difficult to convey an idea that you purposely sidestep for greater effect. So why does all this matter? Because at the end of the day, writing is about packing up your ideas in a neat little package and giving it to someone else so that another human can open it up and see a similar thing to what you saw. Why similar? Because it’s impossible for someone to get the same vision as you. So what is writing? Why do you want to get better at writing? What does writing do to you communication that helps you do better in life?

    I started writing to self publish books three years ago. Two failed books. A few failed small short stories. A recently released serial. I’m by no means an expert at this whole writing thing. I’m just your average guy that goes to work, goes to university, gets back to my room and then plays games for two to three hours before conking out on the bed. So how could writing improve my life so significantly? So significantly that I would recommend everyone try to learn to write. It comes down to improvements in writing improving my communication skills.

    In highschool, I struggled to write emails. What should I say? This? That? How do I get what I want? I struggled to hold a basic conversation. I chalked it up to not being interesting enough. I was a boring person. But no. I live a full 24 hours a day. I’m sure I got something to say. So what was the problem? I couldn’t figure out a way to put what was in my head into a form that other humans could process. I became an “introvert” and “lonely” not because I didn’t want to talk to people or share ideas but because I was incapable of encoding my thoughts into these strange sounds and symbols that we use to converse.

    So what does writing provide? It provides a foundation and a steel frame for you to pour your concrete into to build that building. During highschool I started doing debate and learned about the structure of an argument among other argumentative devices. From this framework, I was able to adapt the skeleton I was handed into something I could use personally. The idea of claim, solvency, advantage, and more lay out the groundwork for sharing a much bigger idea into smaller parts that are easier to hit. By continually breaking down writing you end up at a point where you realize you can assemble whole arguments with much less thought on how to structure it. It simply removes the effort from one part of the process that doesn’t require much effort as people have worked on this whole language thing for centuries. Why reinvent the wheel?

    Before I started practicing writing as a daily thing I would often have to pause conversations to figure out what I was trying to say. The phrase, “what I mean is -” ended up becoming something that came out of my mouth almost every ten minutes. After about three months of writing I realized how ridiculous this was. If I meant to say something, why didn’t I just say what I meant to say? Like if I said it right the first time wouldn’t it not only be faster for me to convey ideas it would also be easier for someone to understand me. So over the past three years my use of “what I mean is” has gradually dwindled to becoming an almost nonexistent phrase.

    A lot of people think that writing is about the repertoire of words at your disposal. However, I don’t really think so. Good writing cares more about the clarity and ability to convey the idea rather than fancy words and flourishes. It’s like the example of the boxes I gave in my post on Sunday. You can give someone an idea packaged in a neat little box or you could put it in a giant purple box with a velvet lace keeping the package from bursting in a pile of wasteful packing peanuts. Also bad would be throwing your idea into a paper bag and handing a crumpled mess of… something. Writing well presents and conveys the thoughts well. It encodes the ideas into something that is easily digestible in a manner that is appropriate for the situation. I feel like writing didn’t really increase my vocabulary. It did how ever give me a deeper understanding of more words leading to me using more words in a deeper more fundamental level which gives the illusion of increase vocabulary. Knowing more words means you can use more nuanced definitions of words to convey varying messages by simply changing a word. More complex words is the same as micro expressions and hand gestures for speech.

    Overall, doing writing has greatly improved my life and I wish I had started earlier.

    Ah. Here’s the post plan

    • Media Review
    • RRCM Finished
    • Side Project Book (It’s Satire!)
  • Esports is dying. It has been dying. It’s been dying for years. But… this is a good thing! Trust me. The death of esports is incredibly good for gamers and average people alike. Let me first explain how this bubble even came to exist in the first place.

    So the success of any sport can be measured by how popular it is… or can it? Those in the US would say that football and baseball are the biggest sports. Those across the ocean would say cricket is the biggest sport. When you look at the numbers, the discrepancy in statistics is kind of surprising. The US has so much less watchers than cricket. Cricket is wildly more popular than baseball and football combined. But then how does baseball and football in the US have more money? It’s all about who the viewers are. Statistically, US citizens have a higher disposable income compared to other regions leading to higher ad costs and more marketing for their attention. Alright. So it’s not purely a numbers game. So what does that mean?

    Esports is the perfect sport. On paper. A single game that caters to every region the same. A game with a low barrier for entry. A game where you too can work hard to also make it to the top. Or can you? Well. No. Pro gamers typically have better concentration and focus than typical people. Their reaction time is better than normal people. It is not true that anyone can be a pro gamer. Just like how it’s not true that anyone can be a pro football player. Sure, everyone needs to put in the work but there is an aspect of inherent advantages some have over others. The issue is that esports sells itself as something you the person playing the game for fun can do if you just grind the game and learn it more. This kind of takes away from people understanding just how hard it is to be a pro gamer. Spoiler alert, it is really hard. Like really really hard.

    So, what has funded esports all these years? If it isn’t the incredible talent or the money coming in from advertising, who is even funding this stuff? Speculation. Speculation that one of these games will be the next big thing. So has any esport become the next football? Well, going purely off the view numbers counterstrike has been getting more peak concurrent viewers during the grand final than the Superbowl. The biggest live TV event in the US. But the counterstrike major grand final makes a tiny fraction of the revenue that the super bowl generates. Why? It’s all about the audience. The audience that the Superbowl markets to is ripe for advertising and advertisers pay huge quantities of money to both broadcast and create advertisements for the Superbowl. However, many companies are still sinking large quantities of money into esports because in a decade or two, the people watching esports will be the same demographic as the people that currently watch football. In a decade or two, all of these people will be working jobs, making money, and looking for things to spend their money on.

    So from the limited research I’ve done, the current funding towards esports is mostly on speculation that everyone can hold out until the demographic starts making money to put into the system in the future. The issue? The money is running out. The problem is that everyone wants to get in at once causing costs to balloon and everyone to quickly run out of their million dollar budgets really quickly. So now we end up with this situation where everyone has run out of money.

    This is a good thing. Why? It means that gamers can now host tournaments for gamers not for advertisers or for some large entity but for their games. Instead of focusing on the production they can focus on the experience. It is pretty clear that my generation doesn’t want to sit in a cold packed stadium to watch a videogame. It never made sense to sit in a stadium for a video game. Like seriously, what is the point? Sitting in a stadium just to stare at a big screen? The reason why you go to big events is for the experience. The people. The events. If you look at all the major esports events, you’ll notice that over the years more side booths and events have been run. The reason? That’s what my generation likes. We like to go somewhere for an experience. Not for the game.

    This shift is healthy for the game and for the average person. It makes esports more accessible to the average gamer. Since the events start to be about the experience of the tournament, knowing everything about the game isn’t really expected. Traditional sports has a clear advantage in this aspect. You get a very visceral connection with the sport as it happens before your very eyes with the sound of the game playing through the whole stadium. In esports, the amount of sounds must be filtered and modified heavily in order to produce something that is acceptable to listen to. These kinds of barriers put distance between the viewer and the game. Distance that removes from experiencing it.

    One of the most recent events hosted by fl0m in Vegas outlines my thoughts on this exactly. The venue in Vegas sold out in under 2 hours. The event was a massive success and the losses were not egregious. This is proof that the experienced focused approach works. The problem is seeing if organizations and producers would be willing to adopt a new philosophy.

    Ah, and that post about the importance of writing as a skill? That’s gonna be the Tuesday post. I wrote almost a whole essay for that thing. I had a lot to say.

  • So I started writing stuff to publish maybe three years ago at this point. I’ve miserably failed at a lot of stuff but there are a few benefits to writing that I noticed in my daily life. The kind of stuff that made me wish I took this whole writing thing as a hobby earlier than I actually did.

    Before starting to write I didn’t really understand the essence of writing or language for that matter. To me it was just something I did. I didn’t really put that much thought into my words or my writing. Why would I? It was pretty natural. I talked and did my homework just fine. If it works there’s nothing wrong. But that’s very wrong. Writing is one method humans use to transport an idea from one human’s brain to another human’s brain. Writing is one of many forms used to transport ideas. This revelation was quite transformative.

    Once I started viewing writing as a vehicle I started realizing that the way people formulate the package and then the way people unpack the package are vital to properly delivering an idea. Someone who puts an idea in neat simple little box with a little latch to keep it all contained is much better than someone who throws an idea in a random paper bag and hands it to you. Or throws the idea into a giant purple and velvet box full of wasteful packing peanuts and held together by a tiny bow that would snap with the slightest touch. It’s not enough to make good ideas. You gotta be able to present good ideas for the ideas to be any good.

    An idea that sits in the head is honestly kind of just a waste. Like what’re you going to do with that idea to change the world? Do you really think one person can change the whole world alone? Hell no. Learning writing was an important step for figuring out how to make a neat little package.

    Aw heck. I have much more to write but I’m getting tired. Maybe I’ll do a big post on this tomorrow. Seems like something I’d enjoy yapping about. Maybe even share some of the sources I used to develop my philosophy.

  • Well. Alright. I just like it too much to not write more. It’s just too good. This time I’ll go over the side quests because I’ve briefly gone through the main storyline. Spoiler warning. The side story is still very interesting but it’s not at the level of the main campaign.


    Basically. The side story is the major arc that holds throughout the whole game for the next campaigns in starcraft 2. It’s essentially about how Amon comes and decides to kill the whole thing.

    So what is there to talk about? I think I can talk about the introduction of this major arc. From the beginning of the campaign we are most just on character arcs of the development of Jimmy and Tychus along with a few of the other people we meet along the way. The story is mostly just about surviving and such. This means that the game starts by building up a connection between the player and the characters first. The actual goal for the game isn’t really that clear aside from “save the people who are suffering and maybe save my girlfriend.” Both of these goals don’t really have a good place to start and most of the start of the game is running around chasing leads that don’t really change much. The reason it feels like you do a lot at the beginning of the game is because the game uses these missions to teach you how to play and to develop the characters as the characters become a vital part of the campaign as I explained in my previous post.

    The instruction of Amon is very smooth. The amount of foreshadowing done for some kind of higher power is heavily implied for much of the game with the question of “why are we even fighting?” being a pretty common question. I feel like we accept the higher power solution to the “why are we fighting” question mostly because of how predictable the result is. The amount of foreshadowing that leads up to Amon even before this point and in starcraft 1 really makes the whole prophesy thing with the queen of blades and stuff much more acceptable in comparison to what some stories do now days where they pull this higher power solution out of their ass without much preparation.

    The way Kerrigan appears as the queen of blades also heavily foreshadows what will happen in the future of the game and makes the ending much more predictable. We know exactly what will happen and it puts direction into the game at around the 1/3 mark. If we think about the 7 point plot structure, the story almost follows this exactly.

    Jimmy is wasting away and decides to survive. He runs into some problems with the dominion and is doing great until an old friend sends him some memories from the future. Jimmy looks through the memory in pinch one and realizes the end of the universe is near. Jimmy then gets started working on that to get stopped by the dominion as pinch 2. Then finally he breaks through the dominion and zerg with some more allies and finishes the payoff by finding his princess. To tie this all together Kerrigan is literally the queen of blades.


    Hi. If you want to see more on the 7 point plot structure you can do a short google to find it. I’ve found it to be very useful for analyzing media and for using in my own book. It’s great for making engaging plot arcs that actually end up being a cohesive story arc instead of a bunch of unconnected splotches.

  • I loved debate. Debate was probably one of the most useful activities I did in school. It taught something extremely useful. The way to persuade an audience.

    On the surface, this might not seem so amazing. Like isn’t it true that most of the time you are trying to persuade another person? Like a one on one argument. That’s what an argument is! But that’s not a debate. A debate is a more constructive, more structured argumentation. What’s the difference? Well it’s pretty well known that when in an argument neither side is really open to changing their thoughts. Because well… that’s the reason the argument exists. If someone was going to change sides so easily why would they argue for that side? Someone arguing for something they don’t believe in is just stupid. People normally don’t do that.

    So it seems as if debate isn’t so useful. Or is it? Is a one on one debate really just about you and your idea? Is the debate really about you winning? No. Not really. The winner of a debate is the side the audience agrees with the most. And often, the winner is not arguing the same point by the end of the debate. In policy debate, one of the strongest arguments the offence has is a counterplan. A counterplan lets the neg come to the table and offer something different to the plan the aff wants to enact.

    A neg that doesn’t run a counterplan is missing out on an extremely powerful persuasive device. The ability to force the aff to shift the goal posts closer to the middle. To shift the goal posts, the aff usually uses what is called a permutation or perm. One of the most common perms is perm do the counterplan and the plan. This allows the aff to shift their goalpost to a more agreeable position for both aff and neg.

    So why am I talking about all this? Well, it initially appears as if debate isn’t helpful in a strictly one on one debate. But once you consider the argumentation structures to attack plans and the mechanics of counterplans and perms you start to realize that these are not tools to pick apart plans but rather tools to find a more agreeable middle ground. Each attack is meant to be as a way to refine the final plan to be something better for both aff and neg together. This thinking directly ties to the actual way to win arguments. Compromise. Sometimes as the neg you need to drop the claim because the aff just makes some really good points. Why argue on something that will get both of you nowhere? Instead, poke at the other parts of the plan to make the plan more favorable for you.

    At the end of a debate, whoever’s plan is the most convincing ends up winning the debate. But in real life there is no winners or losers. The real winner is the people who walk away from the debate satisfied that they got something out of it.

  • LETS GOOOOOOOO. MY FAVORITE GUN IS META AGAIN. So the MP7 and MP5 both got updated with less recoil and cheaper. This is crazy because now it makes the famas even more obsolete. Like what is even the purpose of that gun?

    I um. Had a really bad day today. It’s cold as hell. I can’t think properly. I just wanna roll up in my bed and take a nap. I’m gonna do that. Gah. I’ll write something poetic about my horrendous day tomorrow. I can’t make this suffering coherent today. IDK how the hell I manage to make something every day. I must be crazy. Yeah. That’s what I am. Crazy. Okay. Gonna go roll myself into a ball on my bed. Bye.